Bessie
Having fun and satisfying curiosity can be a goal! And goals can change! I’m sure with years of experience one will start to notice what works and what is low success rates. Or what is worth time trying out vs what was a fluke/waste of time. But for now I’m right there with you mad scientist. It’s the most fun I’ve had in my garden in years! And I have gotten a lot that I’m quite happy with so far!
I have many hobbies I am not great at. But, I have fun doing them and that’s what hobbies are all about. Of course having a career/business or job vs having a hobby are two different things. Bowling, watercolors, embroidery, knitting, baking, etc I enjoy them all even if I am average, good, great or below average at them 😂